Wednesday, May 30, 2012

i turn extremely emo and down when i feel that i dont deserve to be loved. 


:'(

Saturday, May 12, 2012

guess what. i actually googled for 'how to get over a crush'.. shall i consider that as my crush? i would think 'crush' sounds too.... minor -.- and i shall practice guideline 4: do not allow you to talk to your friends about him. this is kind of true as everything seemed to go way further after me telling my friends about him.

i tell myself, i must get over him and shall not let this bothers me for too long. 2 weeks of sem break should be more than enough for recovery. i shall stop crying and thinking for something unreachable.. stop all the hopes and dreams! cheer up wx. and! dont let history repeats itself, please :)

i pray that you'll be healthy, happy and successful always.

i've a small wish: find me at fb chat LOL. #this aint a hint or whatsoever la. after all, you wont be seeing this.

the sem has finally ended

18 days since 24/5. it's an important date which marked the highlight of the semester. i started to countdown since passed 18 days.. and the day had finally reached. so, yea.. i wont be seeing you anymore, like FOREVER.

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semester 2 aka winter/ 2012 had ended after 3 months. it's so short yet occupied. i feel extra reluctantly to end this semester probably due to some 1+4 people. like my housemate etc.. i truly appreciate time we had together throughout the months.. although i'm not like super close with most of the 1+4 people, i felt sad and cried during the farewell.. i feel regret for not knowing most of them more and for not creating more memories with them. anyway, i'll surely miss my housemates who are flying cs WE DID HAVE GOOD 9 MONTHS TOGETHER! and i'll surely remember our pre final outing <3

there's always one person you miss the most rightttt.. so yea, i have one too. i'm really glad to know you. although we're only getting closer in the last 2 weeks of the semester, i appreciate it. i wont be seeing you anymore i know. i cried for your leaving and not getting to know you more.. people say, dont cry because it has ended, smile because it happened. TRUE. but then again, we have not much memories and interactions after all. i would think you're the most awesomest friend i've ever met, in all aspects. i admire you, i respect you, i salute you. seriously.. :) i hope you'll remember me, and i hope we'll keep in touch. all the best, i wish you.