30/11/09

哭，人之常情啊！

心中的天使/ 魔鬼：

蔚欣啊！别想太多了... 要知道，没有人比你更了解你自己, 或许别人不能体会,但你绝对不能连你自 己在想什么都不懂啊！

我 ：

我就是不懂...

* countdown.. 36 days

sobs'ing

"you can do anything to me, but not ignore me" this was what I just post on fb wall.. Yea,

YOU CAN DO ANYTHING TO ME, BUT NOT IGNORE ME

Please.. I beg you.



*countdown.. 37days

怪怪的... 想哭

你怪怪的.. 给我的感觉就是怪怪的，有时很可怕，还很吓人呢！或许你没发现，但这几天不论从什么角度去看，你总是有点不一样。是你的神秘？你所谓的’特别’？你常给我不一样的感觉，但自那晚聊得很开心后就.. 总之就是怪怪的。我不会形容那种感觉，那种强烈，怪怪的感觉，只觉得你好象有点很不耐烦似的..

我想太多了吧.. 活在阴影中，请原谅我常胡思乱想.. 哪个阴影总是我的挡箭牌，有事没事就怪’它’，其实是我的问题啦..

有时你不经意的一个字，可能会想一把箭般刺入我心房，
有时你不经意的一个词，可能使我茶饭不思，
有时你不经意的一句话，却可以令我兴奋不已...

我没有想埋怨的意思，更知道我没资格要求什么.. 很矛盾啦.. 我不想让你知道我是怎么想的，这只会有损我在你心中的形象.. 但是我有时却蛮希望你看到这个 post，代表你关心我这朋友嘛.. 算啦.. 就算看了，你也不一定知道你就是哪个‘你’ 。不，你或许不会来看我的 blog.



有点想哭..可以借下你的肩膀吗？


*倒数 39，38天.. 究竟这是倒数什么的？不重要啦.. 我懂就行了.

yesterday =) today =(

I'd a great time yesterday night.. 1st time doing nothing besides sms'ing, waiting for message and dreaming. hahax. Really happy yesterday.. Thanks ya. It's worth, spending so many hours. Lol.

Today, hmm.. Don't know why, it seems something's going wrong.. What's wrong?? @.@

The way to sayang me.. erm. care me, always 'tum' me.. treat me as small kids. heees. Ng Wei Xin.. Dreaming is it?? No one will treat you so.. lol

* countdown.. 40 days.
reply me kay? waiting for your message

shopping @ penang

LOL. So tiring.. My family and I went to penang on mon. and stayed there for only 1 night. We planned to go on sun. but I need to go for duty at ispca food fair that day. Our aim to penang was just for SHOPPING. xD of course penang isn't a place famous of shopping, but no choice, it's the nearest place to go.. KL is a bit far and my dad not really familiar of the roads in kl. Some more we almost sesat at penang, apa lagi kuala lumpur.. The 1st day was fun, we went to 3 shopping malls a day. Our 1st destination was queensbay, evening walkd to prangin mall which is near to the hotel we stayed and at night went to gurney plaza before supper.. woohooo. syok. The next day went to queensbay again, hahax. Haven't shop finish maa..
aiks, gaining weight!! ish.





















in car.. boring




















my hair so messy.. =.=





















strong wind.. by sea side




















in the hotel lift.

We left penang at about 4pm on tues. Then my parents straight away fetch me to a japanese restaurant, Tomi to meet my friends. Ishh. We'd well-planned our journey, i'll be able to reach there on time. But then... We missed the exit at highway, and we need to wait for the other one. There it took quite some time and ended up with I was late, some more my dad can't find the restaurant. lol. Anyway, thx to my dad and mum who are wlling to fetch me.. muaxxie. It's my first time having japanese food, honestly, it's delicious.. lolx. It's all our account teacher ah jie who belanja us. keke.. thx o
















with wai yuen and gan..


* countdown.. 42, 41 days...
today very happy o.. muaxxie

ISPCA food fair duty

'auntie, want anymore coupons', 'auntie, 还要 coupons 吗?' familiar right?? LOL. Today went for the ispca food fair for duty at yuk choy primary school.. actually I don't know what ispca stands for.. hahax. I just know it's something related to dogs.. keke. I'm in charge of selling coupons partnered with lishing, no stall for us, it's mobile. Walked everywhere and asked everyone to buy coupons.. Quite tiring, and at the end, we all became blur dy.. Can't differentiate people who were the people in charge and those who visit the fair, we even asked those who were selling food to buy coupons. There was a something like.. dog show? at the basketball court. So many dogs!! I quite scared of them actually, and i cann't stand that smell.. Don't know what smell, maybe dog smell?? lol. idk. But some dogs really pretty.. haha. So big, and some so so so small and cute. Not sure what breed are they from, just know there's lots of type of dogs. keke those dogs are so lucky, their owners really take good care of them.. so sayang them laa. Some dogs some more came in Mercedes and big cars.. They have rich owners. lol. If I choose to be a dog, I want my owner to be a rich man too.. hees At the end, most of us took a balloon back, we were just like small kids, those from kindergarten.. xD Mine was a tweety bird one.. so cute.




















my balloon.. =) it's my first time having such big balloon. My mum din buy for me before.. i like it







































XD



*countdown 43 days

holiday >>>

Yesterday was the last day in school for the year.. *sigh I hate holiday.. It'll be a boring one. In school, as usual, no lessons carried out except for biology. We spent most of the time chatting and laughing in the classroom. It was the last day we were together under 4S6, we are no longer in form 4!! Yea, time flies.. This year, is a good one for me. Everything goes quite well.. erm. though i met some problems and difficulties sometimes, I still manage to solve them in the end. As a conclusion for my school life this year.. I enjoyed it lots!! ya. I love it. Thanks God. Form 5 life is waiting for us, hoping for a better one~


I went to yuk choy primary school yesterday after school to meet my mum. It was the majlis perpisahan murid-murid tahun 6. I went there for their buffet. xD It was their last day in yuk choy, and are leaving their primary school soon.. I saw many students were crying, especially girls. Some were busying taking photos with their schoolmates, teachers and also with their SCHOOL, while some were busy hugging their friends.. I am one who cries easily, when I saw them crying, I feel like crying too. At that moment, I thought back my last day in amc primary school, I did cry like mad that time.. Actually, we were so much luckier, most of our schoolmates in primary school are still together with us now in secondary school, but it's different in other schools. After that day, they may be not meeting their friends for YEARS. How sad.. I should be grateful, since most of my best friends in primary school are still with me now. ^^





















roses that supposed to be given for parents who were present. got extra and i stole them.. xD万红 中一点粉粉红。





















rose-- for you

* countdown.. 45, 44 days

=)

heees. =) today went to parade after school with junyeng, michelle, gan and yeenyee, while zeewui and sze kei joined us after some time. We'd our lunch at MP, 5 of us ate up to RM50++.. 1st time eating so much with my friends, I can't believe my stomach can take in so much!! We just take whatever we feel like eating, or anything that looks new and special to us.. Because of my friends who joke a lot, we kept laughing throughout the one and a half hour there.. Hmm. I think i'd quite some time didn't laugh for so long.. So high that time. All of us were so full then and feeling uncomfortable as we're laughing while eating. Though that, we enjoyed ourselves thoroughly. We were the most noisiest in that restaurant. xD I know it isn't anything that can proud of. I some more ate 2 ice-cream before we walked back to our school. I'll cough badly tonight (touch wood).. lol. Actually, I was quite embarassed just now. I wonder why.. Till now, I still cann't find out WHY MY PINAFORE GOT WET?? Is it the sofa we're sitting wet? But why I'm the only one kena? The others didn't, we sat together kay.. I tried so hard hiding my pinafore, I mean tried to get my friends to walk behind, so that no one see that. Aiyo.. a girl, the back of the pinafore gets wet, not just a small part, but is quite 'big', look like.. erhem. I promised myself won't sit at that place anymore.. yeen yee, 1st time going out with you, hmm.. quite happy, believe you do feel the same right? My friends, ajak me out again kay?? holiday, we've plenty of time!!
so sad that we din have cameras with us.. sobs


Today I received a card from my fellow pps friends who duty with me on thursday.. Next year, I'll be changing my duty day due to some personal reason. As a sign of erm..maybe appreciation?? haha, they made me a card. It was just a simple one, yet nice decorated and touching. There's a big THANK YOU inside, I wonder.. Did i help out anything before?? lol. Anyway, I really appreciate it lots. So shock laa.. Thanks to my k.harian too, we duty together for 2 years dy.. lol. About the surat ganti and all that which I'm owing, I'll give it to you asap.. Won't make you in trouble for sure.


Ouch. My eyes so pain laa.. for 2 days dy. My left eye!! pain like hell.. I think it's because of I online too much recently.. Keep facing the computer for whole day. This few days, helping teacher and my friends to do some work on computer, I only realized that I'm a truely a COMPUTER BLIND!! When I was in primary school, we didn't really attend for any computer lesson, we did have such lesson, but we din learn on any computer basic skills before. Lol. Till now, I still not very familiar on microsoft word, apa lagi excel.. langsung tak tau. Haha. I promised to join some computer courses AFTER SPM. No time now laa. But will it be too late? That time, I can only join those basic computer course.. together with those kids, age 6 to 10. xD I met so lots of problems on microsoft word today.


I wonder why din you reply my messages.. The 1st thing I did when I reached home today was swithching on my hp, but so disappointed that there wasn't any of your reply.. Did you?


countdown... 47.. 46 days

yup

you're

Rrrrrrright!!

*countdown. . 48 days

feelings.........

EMO

I failed to control my feelingsssssss..
Smile when happy; cry when sad, isn't it what everyone does?

7 weeks, 49 days, 1176 hours, 70560 minutes, 4233600 seconds.......
How am I going to live without...??
Countdown with me,....

49 days

I miss you

Did you?

You'd hurt me..
But you din realize.. never mind, just let it be.

wei xin, JUST LET IT BE, okay???

i'm hurt

I just don't understand why people want to cheat on me.. Tell me!! Why???? please laa.. when i ask a question, i've the answer, kay? I just wish to know whether you're telling the truth. And the answer was YOU AREN'T. I thought you're different, but u aren't.. not much different from her or rather almost the same. Just imagine, the feeling of being cheated..........

Maybe it's just a misunderstanding.. is it? I do hope so.

wei xin's hurt TT

NEW

I'm new at blogspot! erm.. Creating a blog for myself was my next plan and i'd done it tonight.. Yay! today viewed my friends' and found that it seems quite interesting having an account at blogspot. I won't be an active blogger, i'll only update my blog when i feel to, maybe once two days, a week, a month or maybe a few months. idk >~< style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">
爱一个人要爱他的优点和缺点 it's a PACKAGE

lol. quite true xD