i got my spm results yesterday.. it just went bit unexpected. it's good i don't deny.. but dont really feel too good. seeing results from others i some how feel i dont deserve the grades. im not being fake but it's true.. come on. i know my own standard, i know who should be better than me and the list is so long.. lady luck must be with me that month :) be grateful anyway. thank you to all teachers, friends and parents. undeniable they are all supporters :)

*idk how to tell people my feeling, i feel shameful of my results.

*not forget to mention my accounts teacher, i love you :)

18th birthday

my birthday was few weeks ago but i feel like writing something on it :) it was a normal birthday like how i celebrate every year.. i never celebrate with my friends so far on my birthday.. it'll be before or after usually. so, same for this year, i had dinner outside with my family and we had a cake something like that. but this year.. i'm very happy. it's so touching receiving presents and cards from my friends.. it's not a school day, not like last time when we can see each other everyday in school, can pass birthday presents to each other easily, but they asked me out to give me presents. im really very happy this year :) and of course every birthday wish from my friends i appreciate a lot. and also the surprise video from audrey and what lei voon did for me X) it's very touching really. i love you <3

on my lunar birthday, i even took vegetarian for the first time.. and i went to temple too. hahaha. i'll do that if possible every year :)