其实很希望能在 2010 的最后一天或 2011 的第一天与你见面...
由于没有办法，刻意在11.59pm 时打电话给你，可惜你在忙，或许我很无聊吧...
我希望能够与你踏入新的一年，就算是在电话里头也无所谓。没有做到是我遗憾。结果我还是哭了，泪水成为了我新的一年的礼物。
原来一个人独自望着时钟在新的一年12 时正敲下的那一刻是寂寞的。
Friday, December 31, 2010
Thursday, December 30, 2010
2nd post of the day :)
lol. i cant believe i love the school so much, it's the second post =='
when we say 'we miss school', 'i love my school', it's actually referring to memories with friends in school. but to me, i really love my school and every single thing in it. despite all those complaints about my school, it's still my and our only alma mater where everything begins and we grow :) i've been in amc for.. *counting* 12 years, since kindergarten. the school changed a lot indeed. when i was 6 and i looked from far to the secondary school compound it wasn't like that, when i was in primary school, the compound wasn't like now too. it keeps changing through years, renovation is going on like every year? it's just like us inside the school growing :)
and our school song, i love it :) frankly, i don't sing it out during assembly.. lol. but i sing it to myself in the heart ==' it's a nice song, don't you think so?? our school song has so many version, we sang it in chinese and english alternately in primary school and english in secondary school, but i know there's a malay version as well. LOL and the lyrics somehow is touching.
'daughters of ave maria, forward let us march'
amc, a place where friendship begins.. and never forget to mention this very special friend MICHELLE LIAN. lol. you know.. we've been classmates for 11 years from standard1 to form5, really proud of this record and proud of her too :) she's our school swimmer err.. and friends like chee yen, xiao wen and xin ci. we are not in the same class for many years yet we can remain close :) they are my 'old friends' whom i first knew in my lower primary :)
i have a lot of friends but they are all limit within schoolmates, unlike others who have so many different group of friends outside. i hope i can get to know more friends :) but of course im proud of my friends and i enjoy being with them.
*i cry a lil everytime i think about school and my friends, especially memories between us.
when we say 'we miss school', 'i love my school', it's actually referring to memories with friends in school. but to me, i really love my school and every single thing in it. despite all those complaints about my school, it's still my and our only alma mater where everything begins and we grow :) i've been in amc for.. *counting* 12 years, since kindergarten. the school changed a lot indeed. when i was 6 and i looked from far to the secondary school compound it wasn't like that, when i was in primary school, the compound wasn't like now too. it keeps changing through years, renovation is going on like every year? it's just like us inside the school growing :)
and our school song, i love it :) frankly, i don't sing it out during assembly.. lol. but i sing it to myself in the heart ==' it's a nice song, don't you think so?? our school song has so many version, we sang it in chinese and english alternately in primary school and english in secondary school, but i know there's a malay version as well. LOL and the lyrics somehow is touching.
'daughters of ave maria, forward let us march'
amc, a place where friendship begins.. and never forget to mention this very special friend MICHELLE LIAN. lol. you know.. we've been classmates for 11 years from standard1 to form5, really proud of this record and proud of her too :) she's our school swimmer err.. and friends like chee yen, xiao wen and xin ci. we are not in the same class for many years yet we can remain close :) they are my 'old friends' whom i first knew in my lower primary :)
i have a lot of friends but they are all limit within schoolmates, unlike others who have so many different group of friends outside. i hope i can get to know more friends :) but of course im proud of my friends and i enjoy being with them.
*i cry a lil everytime i think about school and my friends, especially memories between us.
5 years in school
back. after a long spell of silence.. i've a lot to write and idk where to start. i was thinking to blog about spm during spm but sigh im not in mood at all after that. but i'd promised myself to blog at least one more post before the year ends :)
well, im no longer form 5 now, it's neither happy nor sad but it's a kind of mixture of feelings. being in amc for so many years, i doubt whether i changed?
form1. images of me and my friends very first stepping into amc secondary school are vividly clear in my mind. 1st time wearing the light blue pinafore was indeed uncomfortable that time. my friends and i were so obedient that time, we waited quietly in the canteen, waiting for prefects to bring us to mph, chit chatting about that whole new environment. that time our 6F gang were all together in the canteen and then to the mph waiting to be separated. i still remember the teacher in charged was pn looi, she read out all the names from 1p1 to 1p10. and that time i was so nervous, watching our 6F line people going out one by one leaving not many people, my name was called in the 1p10 list. i wasn't very happy at first because most of my close friends that time weren't in the same class with me.. i chose to sit with yuan yi, the smart girl :)) in 1p10 i don't really have much memories, may be because i was too obedient that time, even chit chatting was in low volume, dare not ponteng, dare not eat in class, what else memories i'd in the classroom? but i remember i was kinda active in science lab. it's naughty kind of active, i even chase around with friends in the lab and pn nor anim kept shaking her head. LOL. she's cute! in the same year, i joined board of library prefect, joining this big family did leave me with lots of indelible memories but a lot of regrets too.. i was so much in the passion of doing library work that time, so much looking forward to meetings and duty. yea, im very weird. but all this changed in F5. (skip) being a junior, we have so many admired seniors. LOL. we were like falling in love with them. *shaking head* but of course being a junior gets bully too :/
that year, pei ni who we didn't talk much in 6F became my best friend. and i remember you're always worrying about stuffs and we phone calling EVERY MORNING for hours. shhh.. my parents don't know about it XD LOL. and my deskmate that year was loh wan see, we used to call each other panda 1, panda 2 and i even told her i want to be a superwoman in the future lol lol. and and and.. HUI NEE. i knew that year too :)
form2. i changed a lot that year, i found a group of friends that are different from those i knew in F1, idk where's the differences but there are some i know :/ i sat with yee theng that year, and it was when i knew pheinee, lushing, zeewui, leivoon, weng wai etc. those who remain close with me till my last day in amc :) not forget to mention, i was in 2p9 that year.. i joined girl guide that year and i felt like xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. (hey! it's a public blog, must keep a bit to myself XD)
form3. a hell year to me. LOL. not so bad may be, but it's bad. zzz it was a very funny year to me, a very memorable because i cried too much, i made my friends worried about me. i still remember my irrationality made pheinee cried.. sorry my friends. but the funny thing was my results improved sooo much from that year despite all those troubles i had. =='
my deskmate that year till f5 was leivoon :))
form4. i think it was my greatest year. though there wasn't any real happy stuffs but of course there wasn't any saddening parts too. i ate well, slept well, played well that year :) everything was like so smooth going except those annoying koko stuffs. but it's okay :0 because i don't really take koko seriously :/ i tried many different things that year and i gained a lot. but also, i'd my greatest disappointment that year and i learnt there's never fair and we have to accept. zzz it changed my life in xxx after that :/ AND AND we had canteen day that year XDD our 4s6 'the fourth dimension' was awesome!
towards the end of the year i met my bff :) and.. we are kinda close till now, and forever XD
form5. half half. half happy half sad. LOL. but i love this year the most :) first time, i have the real-best-friend kind of feeling. no one knows me that much and i don't dare to tell people so much about me except her :)
aww. the 5 years had gone like so fast. how my life will be the next 5years? i hope it'll be better and i really hope to meet some one i love and worth to love XD
*it's long post and it's boring. but so what, it's for me :))
well, im no longer form 5 now, it's neither happy nor sad but it's a kind of mixture of feelings. being in amc for so many years, i doubt whether i changed?
form1. images of me and my friends very first stepping into amc secondary school are vividly clear in my mind. 1st time wearing the light blue pinafore was indeed uncomfortable that time. my friends and i were so obedient that time, we waited quietly in the canteen, waiting for prefects to bring us to mph, chit chatting about that whole new environment. that time our 6F gang were all together in the canteen and then to the mph waiting to be separated. i still remember the teacher in charged was pn looi, she read out all the names from 1p1 to 1p10. and that time i was so nervous, watching our 6F line people going out one by one leaving not many people, my name was called in the 1p10 list. i wasn't very happy at first because most of my close friends that time weren't in the same class with me.. i chose to sit with yuan yi, the smart girl :)) in 1p10 i don't really have much memories, may be because i was too obedient that time, even chit chatting was in low volume, dare not ponteng, dare not eat in class, what else memories i'd in the classroom? but i remember i was kinda active in science lab. it's naughty kind of active, i even chase around with friends in the lab and pn nor anim kept shaking her head. LOL. she's cute! in the same year, i joined board of library prefect, joining this big family did leave me with lots of indelible memories but a lot of regrets too.. i was so much in the passion of doing library work that time, so much looking forward to meetings and duty. yea, im very weird. but all this changed in F5. (skip) being a junior, we have so many admired seniors. LOL. we were like falling in love with them. *shaking head* but of course being a junior gets bully too :/
that year, pei ni who we didn't talk much in 6F became my best friend. and i remember you're always worrying about stuffs and we phone calling EVERY MORNING for hours. shhh.. my parents don't know about it XD LOL. and my deskmate that year was loh wan see, we used to call each other panda 1, panda 2 and i even told her i want to be a superwoman in the future lol lol. and and and.. HUI NEE. i knew that year too :)
form2. i changed a lot that year, i found a group of friends that are different from those i knew in F1, idk where's the differences but there are some i know :/ i sat with yee theng that year, and it was when i knew pheinee, lushing, zeewui, leivoon, weng wai etc. those who remain close with me till my last day in amc :) not forget to mention, i was in 2p9 that year.. i joined girl guide that year and i felt like xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. (hey! it's a public blog, must keep a bit to myself XD)
form3. a hell year to me. LOL. not so bad may be, but it's bad. zzz it was a very funny year to me, a very memorable because i cried too much, i made my friends worried about me. i still remember my irrationality made pheinee cried.. sorry my friends. but the funny thing was my results improved sooo much from that year despite all those troubles i had. =='
my deskmate that year till f5 was leivoon :))
form4. i think it was my greatest year. though there wasn't any real happy stuffs but of course there wasn't any saddening parts too. i ate well, slept well, played well that year :) everything was like so smooth going except those annoying koko stuffs. but it's okay :0 because i don't really take koko seriously :/ i tried many different things that year and i gained a lot. but also, i'd my greatest disappointment that year and i learnt there's never fair and we have to accept. zzz it changed my life in xxx after that :/ AND AND we had canteen day that year XDD our 4s6 'the fourth dimension' was awesome!
towards the end of the year i met my bff :) and.. we are kinda close till now, and forever XD
form5. half half. half happy half sad. LOL. but i love this year the most :) first time, i have the real-best-friend kind of feeling. no one knows me that much and i don't dare to tell people so much about me except her :)
aww. the 5 years had gone like so fast. how my life will be the next 5years? i hope it'll be better and i really hope to meet some one i love and worth to love XD
*it's long post and it's boring. but so what, it's for me :))
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