when are you going to forgive me? I've been waiting for your forgiveness since last year.. sometimes I wonder.. why should I wait for your forgiveness? I did nothing wrong to you, but you treat me as if I'd done something very wrong to you.. after this year, we may not be seeing each other so often.. can you just put down everything and.. let us be friends back? can? please.. I beg you for the last time. I tried many times, I sms you, try to say 'hi' to you, try to smile to you.. you know Im trying hard, but what's your response and how you react?! you know yourself well.. I thought of giving up before, dont make my life so miserable because of you.. but then I think, if I just give up that way, our friendship ends! WE WERE ONCE VERY BEST FRIENDS!! I know I'd made a mistake, I shouldn't......... that time. sorry.

*lesson for the day: dont simply say 'I love you'