almost sem ends.

so yea.. it's been some time since my last blog update. i'm currently kind of busy with all college stuffs and final is somehow around the corner. anyway, the good thing is i do feel the motivation to study. i do enjoy staying back in campus studying in the library, studying in the study room of the hostel with coursemates. it's really a good thing to at least 'enjoy' studying.. sounded so nerd :/

but of course, i wont give up on good meals, shopping and socialization.. i would say i really enjoy being myself at this time and i hope all these good feelings will go on. despite all the stress, i feel the so-called college life like finally.

and i'd pre registered my subjects for next sem.. hopefully i'd made the right choice and i can get to know more people.. people whom i think i'll really enjoy being with. you know, i'm always eager to know new friends.. esp people who are talkative cs i'm one. LOL

tata.. it's 1.30am after a heavy dinner @seoul garden with coursemate. see.. this is life XD i define life as having all kinds of events like last minute.. spontaneously.

when blogging mood strikes

it's been weeks since my last update. erm.. today is a quite good beginning for what's happening next, i would say =.= guess what? i revealed my own secrets in front of my college mates today.. it's quite unbelievable that i've actually told so many people about my own 'history'. okay.. it ends up better than what i thought it would be. people out there are somehow more accepting than what you think they are.. idk it was what shown just to please me or let me feel better, but i do believe they are someone who going to be with me through all the ups and downs in these 2 years of college life. AT LEAST, when nostalgic strikes.. and all memories come in.. there're someone who really (i h
ope) understands and talk about it together with me. haha. i hope. after all, i can't depend everything on my high school besties who no longer be with me every single day. nahhh even my bff who is at the same college with me will be having different sem break.. like now, when i really can't depend on her everyday.

i'm feeling much much better than when i was writing my few previous posts.. so. yea. when i am not that emotional, i blog less. it's proven now :D anyway, i'm having real good time in college though it's mid term right now.. and you know you know.. i'm having LAB REPORT DUE TOMORROW 8AM, ECON TEST 10.20AM, BIOLOGY TEST WED, SOCIO TEST THURS. awesome right..

never mind, i'd this.. haha (ignore the 'morning') of course, my coffee wasn't as nice as the one in the pic la.. haha it's just mamak coffee. i hope it keeps me awake and i'll have a satisfying study night later.. for my economic test tmr :)

a birthday post

it's been some time i din blog.. so erm. indeed, my mood changed better recently. not as moody as when i first started sem 2. anyway, i'm 19 already, can. you. believe. it! HAHA. :D i'm almost an adult.. almost. lol.

remember i mentioned something like i was afraid i would be alone on my 19th birthday since it's the 1st time not celebrating with family. but guess what! i had one of the most memorable birthday a few days ago in kl! i never know i would have so many people with me on my birthday this year..

on my birthday's eve, i went to ice skating at sunway with some sunway ipoh girls and some guys. it was my 1st time there! can you believe, staying in sunway almost a year and never stepped into the ice rink till that day? -.- i really had fun that night with all the laughter and screaming. thanks to those guys who like jokers playing fool around! HAHA. and we had buffet steamboat after that.

on my birthday, indescribable surprised and shocked by my bff's surprise plan. idk how to describe in words about the whole thing but.. seriously she made my day and she has done so much just for my birthday. i appreciate it lots <3 i got my dream birthday girft from her- TEDDY! <3 <3 <3 i feel i'm the luckiest girl on that day :) and dinner with sunway people at night. and and.. i got some presents from coursemates too! this is kind of unpredictable laa. haha..

and presents from xin ci pei ni hui nee are indeed memorable ones! i love you girls lots. my high school besties :) and and.. the epic one, video from matrikulasi selangor by my high school deskmate and xiao wen, my old friend since lower primary!

the moment your friends gave you presents you accidentally mentioned somewhere while shopping with them.. precious!

so yea.. it's a birthday post hehe.

thank you for everything, my best friend forever. <3

it's 1.26am. haha.. but no worries, aint an emo night.. but more on a night of reflections and nostalgia. while listening to some chinese songs playing in youtube, a sudden rush of emotions flooded me. without realizing, i was holding my own diary smiling.

while flipping through pages in my diary, i feel i'm growing up. time is ticking.. it's already 2012. people say lets bygones be bygones, but somehow i feel like going back to those unpleasant past events, because it was what which really made my high school life a lil bit different, and unique. i wouldn't say these memories are the real bad ones, cs i think i did enjoy myself. anyway, it's a real different story from most of my mates :)

every night at this moment, memories strike me and.. it will all end with a sweet slumber. nights world.

new year resolutions

wei xin's 2012 new year resolutions:

1. learn dancing

i really wish i can dance

2. eat less

keep my weight below 44kg (not THAT hard right)

3. spend less, save more

i'll prove to you i can do it

4. keep connected with high school friends

i love my high school friends. friends forever :))

5. learn cooking and baking

but i said i wanna eat less.. how?

6. get to know more international students :)

it's fun to know people from different backgrounds. *wink*

7. lead a HEALTHY lifestyle

healthy as in.. exercise more? (impossible) less sugary food (maybe) get enough sleep (SURE)

i'll let you know whether these resolutions make a success before 2013. :DD

2011

guess what, i was too bored and i went through all my posts throughout this few years.. i blogged too little in 2011. seriously.. i shall make a summary of the year :)

2011, a year which i have grown up a lot, a year which fulls of challenges and circumstances, a year with successful stories and failures, a year of opportunities, a year of hopes.. i guess.

i was truly blessed throughout the year, i managed to go through all the challenges with all the blessings and strengths.

so, i remember in the beginning of the year, i had my most bored 3 months after spm. i never really love holidays so, a 3 months with no schooling sucks actually. yea, it's carefree, but i really dont wanna go back to that 3 months when boredom stroke me everyday. anyway, i tried working.. not bad though. i learnt a lot through working seriously.. i heard stories from people of different backgrounds like aunties who are not educated and are salesgirls since very young age till the day of retirement, teenagers who dropped off from schools and started working after primary school etc. i felt i am so different from them, i respect them and i feel more grateful.

in march, 22nd i guess.. i entered sunway. it was one of the best memories of the year. i felt the so called college life, staying in on campus hostel was awesome.. hanging in sunway pyramid as often as possible with friends was great. i learnt a lot in A level with quite dedicated lecturers except for my __ lecturer who made me less interested in ___ HAHAH what else? YEA! memories with classmates!! i miss A1 and my friends there. i still remember my sunway id :DD i miss the place, realllllyyyyyyy. i remember the mini surprise farewell thingy for me and the last day i was in sunway uni college. AND. I LOVE MY HOSTEL THERE. (not like i dun like mine now.. but everyone will prefer that, trust me)

then i transferred to taylor's for adp. yea.. erm. basically the 1st month there was the deepest part of my life :/ lol.. you know, my 1st impression on SAT and TOEFL was so damn bad cs i screwed up in both.. now better i guess :| anyway, slowly.. i think i love adp. i never know i will like a course with 70% assignment based, but i do in the end. life in taylor's is awesome, only when i have a best and close friends here. duhhhh.. i met new friends here too. yea.. nothing really so memorable anyway.

i have really grown up in this year. i feel it -.-

by the way, friendship between me and my high school friends remains close even after we parted. :D

lesson learnt in the year: friendships need investment, stop investing when you dont feel right or happy (it's a self-defence from hurting)

*i created the history thingy back.. cs who knows, may be someone wants it lol.