when blogging mood strikes

it's been weeks since my last update. erm.. today is a quite good beginning for what's happening next, i would say =.= guess what? i revealed my own secrets in front of my college mates today.. it's quite unbelievable that i've actually told so many people about my own 'history'. okay.. it ends up better than what i thought it would be. people out there are somehow more accepting than what you think they are.. idk it was what shown just to please me or let me feel better, but i do believe they are someone who going to be with me through all the ups and downs in these 2 years of college life. AT LEAST, when nostalgic strikes.. and all memories come in.. there're someone who really (i h
ope) understands and talk about it together with me. haha. i hope. after all, i can't depend everything on my high school besties who no longer be with me every single day. nahhh even my bff who is at the same college with me will be having different sem break.. like now, when i really can't depend on her everyday.

i'm feeling much much better than when i was writing my few previous posts.. so. yea. when i am not that emotional, i blog less. it's proven now :D anyway, i'm having real good time in college though it's mid term right now.. and you know you know.. i'm having LAB REPORT DUE TOMORROW 8AM, ECON TEST 10.20AM, BIOLOGY TEST WED, SOCIO TEST THURS. awesome right..

never mind, i'd this.. haha (ignore the 'morning') of course, my coffee wasn't as nice as the one in the pic la.. haha it's just mamak coffee. i hope it keeps me awake and i'll have a satisfying study night later.. for my economic test tmr :)