anyway, it's not a big matter or something very consequential.. it will not likely to give me a big impact on my life or something.. just some silly random thoughts making me moody. yea..
today received a call from my friend who asked me to go sunway hang out with her as she's quite free.. so of course i went. i need distraction to avoid thinking too much during free time. i went and had a good time. i bought a lot of stuffs.. not really but accessories, blouse and shorts. to me, it's already consider a lot as i seldom buy so many stuffs at a time.. so yea.. and i went to starbucks, zhia's kitchen, ochado and JCO for FOOD ONLY. wtf? yea. i enjoy spending money as if they come easily (i know they aint) but do forgive me.. cs i think retail therapy and spending money like this helps. my mood changed into a much better one already. i will thank my friend for this of course, without the call, i wont't be in sunway shopping.. and tonight probably another emo night again.. so tq ya.
i really feel being in a good mood changes all situations. everything seems to be so well going tonight after i recover from depressed state (hopefully it's a full recovery).. i remember friends used to tell me not to look things at 1 perspective and not to care too much. caring less, not to take things that serious makes me feel happier and lighter like now. i won't care what had happened. lets bygones be bygones.. and just be myself. again, it's my life. I WON'T CHANGE MYSELF JUST TO PLEASE PEOPLE.. esp friends. cs most of them are just acquaintances. they are not worth for me to change myself. who do you think you are? z. unless they are my bff. if not, i will stay who am i :)
I DECLARE I'M BACK INTO A HAPPY CHEERFUL GIRL :) after this retail therapy at sunway HAHAHAH
p/s i blog more when i'm emo/ moody. blogging less is a good sign. i wish i am happy everyday and leave this blog abandoned HAHA
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