a 4.54am post

so yea, it's 4.54AM! it was like my first time waking up at this time for no reason. i couldn't remember what time i went for bed yesterday night, probably around 10 and i already waken now. guess what actually woke me up?

i think i'd too used to sleeping on a twin sharing bed alone. coming back to a single bed in hostel after 6 weeks of hols seems so unfamiliar. I FELL DOWN FROM BED JUST NOW. yea.. i fell down, hit the table next to the bed and hurt my leg. fml. i was in a HIGH SCHOOL dreams with my high school friends surrounding me while this accident thingy happened. i was so into the dream until i din realize i'm actually sleeping in my hostel (not ipoh anymore). the reality comes in after i hurt my leg with the 'ouch' reaction. -.- yea FML right..

i post this as if it's my 1st time staying away from home and being alone outside or something like that.. but NO. i'm so used to hostel life since last march. so wth with me right. idk. i'm being very emo these days and really don't few like coming back to college life. i remember i said i never really like hols. but this hols changes everything. I DON'T WANNA COME BACK TO COLLEGE. maybe cs something bugging me right now.. that's why. i think i will back to loving schooling life again after something is solved.

cheers.

:)