if i were given a gift from God.. i want a true friend. idk how to define true friend, i dun have one.. i thought she was, but somehow..

i cry a lot recently.. but who cares

*crying right now in front of the computer.. it's midnight 12.42am. so what? no one will ask why, no one cares.. when my true friend appears and realises, it may be too late.

p/s im giving too much. did i? should i?